ups and downs...!!

i was depressed for quite awhile i guess..!! due to some funny and unreasonable remark made from my colleagues..!! i remembered i was once so energetic, loving my job so much... but yet.. i was so dissapointed after knowing that i m not good at all.. ppl jus like to pass comments (for those that r frank enough i guess) but others will jus continue to gossips around..

is it a sin to even be working with ur loved one?? y can't they jus take it as if we r jus friend.. i really dun understand.. !! y ppl just like to talk and put ppl down jus like that.. is not that we dun work professionally.. WORK is WORK.. this has always been since we were jus friend!!can't they see??

leon always comfort me .. saying that- let them say wat they wanted to.. jus ignored them will do.. so long we know is US not THEM..instead... but.. , being me.. i still feels no matter how much i choose to ignore.. crying to myself and to leon is always what it ended to be.. !!

i finally have decided to take up some new skills in order not to think so much after so long.. !! here goes the ups..!!

taking up the swarovski woven watch course -it took almost a day in learning it.. been thru making it and taking it out. beads up and stuff like that.. wowoooww!! is not very easy initially.. but once i master the skills.. i enjoyed doing it.. and showing it to others my collections as well.. hehe.. i loved doing it to the extend of went to search for the cheapest beads, when to search for the watch faces and etc!! was never easy.. and leon was and is still my greastest supporter so far.. haha!! thanks leon.. !!