Relationship..continuation..

God is pursuing a love relationship with us. It is filled with stories of people in relationship with God. It's not just laws and dates and battles, it's people; people who came to know God and through their lives got to know God more and more deeply. For examples..Abraham, Moses, David, the prophets.... Whether you know of these people from your own experience of reading the scripture or not, trust me on this, all of these people have a relationship, a living communication with God...

In the New Testament is it the same way; Mary, Peter, Paul, John; we look at their life and we can see what was written in scripture was progressive relationship with God. It's everywhere there... as what i mentioned earlier on in previous blog.. God wasn't just an idea for these people. God was a person. God is a person that they grew to know better and better and that God calls us to know him better and better..

God deserve our praise and support as He love us so much..hee.. any objection??

Relationships..

RELATIONSHIPS.. a complicated stuff to talk about.. this issue never stop.. Relationships are cornerstones in life. First, an intimate and personal relationship with God through Jesus. But, also healthy relationships with others. We were created in love, for the purpose of love.

God demonstrated His love for us in the most dramatic possible way by sending His own Son into the world as the path for us to come into a permanent and personal relationship with Him. In that relationship, God directed us as Christians to demonstrate our love first by sharing the good news of Jesus Christ in order that others might come into their own personal relationship with Him. In this way, we become channels of God’s love into the lives of people throughout the world with a focus on their most fundamental spiritual need --- the assurance of eternal life with God. (Matthew 28:19,20)


too.. too.. lazy to continue.. but will still continue other time.. hee..

The spirit control woman

Read this book by Beverly LaHaye..
is mainly about what is temperament? and their strengths and weaknesses.. Our strength do not cause us much trouble in life, since they usually provide our unique set of talents.. This book studied more on to the weaknesses that causes us most problems.. And to learn to rely on the ministry of the Holy Spirit who is in us after we receive Christ as our personal Savior and Lord, then we can go on to become the kinds of people God originally intended us to be..

in this book.. it really describe the 4 temperaments .. hee.. i am an extrovert.. i believed most of you will agree.. hee.. after further analysis.. i am a sanphelg.. it was writen there as well.. 'knowing your primary temperament and secondary is helpful, but only if you go to the Holy spirit to help you confront your weaknesses' from this book i learned that I have to depend on the word of God and the filling of the Holy Spirit, to acomplish all that God has for me..

Besides that, it also mention that singleness is not a curse.. The Holy Spirit does not select only mature christians to fulfill the promises of God. God promises are available to anyone who is willing to completely yield her life to the Lord.'You are not the owner of your own body. if you are a Christian, you have been bought with a price; therefore , you should glorify God with your body.' Singlehood at any age is what ou make it to be. It can be a full, rich, and rewarding life.. ( Phi 4:11) -'For I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content'

That's all for today ya.. hee..

Night shift in icu

i am kind of sleepy now as today is my sleeping day..hooray.. finally finish my night shift again.. hee.. but need to work tomorow morning.. so sian.. but is ok.. there isn't much choice ya.. what to do.. in another words need to keep good reputation..hee.. not completedly true actually.. i find that i'll be bored to death if not working.. cos nothing much for me to do at home except eat, sleep and household chores..

now learning how to place my father's collectable coins online for sale and checking the prices online ..hmmm.. anyone interested?? hee.. i am not very sure how much i need to sell as well.. need to ask my dad how much he is willing to let go his collections.. not only coins.. but notes cum camera collections as well.. my dad is too busy playing with my niece nowadays and don't feel like collecting it anymore.. hee..

on my first night, i received a patient from OT.. so bloody.. and it was not under my speciality some more.. so a little bit messy initially but the next day i am able to handle it quite well.. otherwise is kinda peaceful actually..

ohh.. ya.. forgotten something interesting.. yesterday something funny hapening in icu.. the water pipe in icu burst at about 6:30 am.. icu was then flooded .. have to evacuate my patient to yap's room.. hai.. just finish cleaning up my patient, then this thing happened.. luckily managed to pass over on time.. hee..

my day..

woke up early today.. hee.. so i decided to cook for myself.. know what i cook?? spicy chicken (sambal type) hee.. and some veg lo.. then lay chin msg me.. ask her if she wanna join me for dinner.. hee.. of cos i brought the food over..

then when to work.. i am assigned to ica which there isn't any patient as due to the infection going around the ward.. ica was close down for a couple of days .. just started functioning today but heee..hee.. no calls from accident and emergency dept.. hee.. so i went out to help lay chin as she is sick plus she is taking two rooms.. kinda messy outside so i went to help her up in turning the patient, serving medicine and settle some stuff like calling the angio room for film and etc.. kinda relax today actually cos working with lay chin ma.. i somehow felt bad for lay chin as she is sick and yet she do not wanna let me work too hard.. so she came to work.. really thank her a lot man..

i am starting my night shift again tomorrow.. can't go to caregroup.. haiiii... miss again.. sorry..

A day of private nurse

Hmmm..woke up early today and got msg from eugene.. asking me what are the sign and symptoms of bird flu.. as jac is having high fever plus sorethroat, back ache, headache, flu and breathless.. i was planning to accompany jac to consult a dr but somehow .. she went herself.. eugene called me about 1pm again to help him to look after jac at her mum's place as there is no one there and jac is too weak to take care of herself.. i was worried bout her as well so i went to her place immediately.. but waited for quite sometimes in front of her house but no one answere the door.. and called up eugene to confirm if she is inside.. i was so worried until.. guess what i almost did.. almost call the lock smith guy to open the door for me.. hee.. thought of calling the police as well.. hee.. luckily i never do that.. hee.. msg merlyn to see if what i can do.. she help me to find out judy's no.. manage to get judy.. jac finally anwere her phone.. and she ask me to go home as she do not want me to get infected as well.. and guess what i said?? i am immunized yearly from flu.. got flu injection from my company.. hee.. i find it quite funny now after reflecting what i said.. haha.. dunno how to react at that point of time.. told her that i am getting the keys from judy.. so i took a cab and rush down to judy's workplace.. after getting the keys.. i have another problem.. haha.. which i dunno how to open the door.. so dramatic today..
haii.. finally manage to go in to her house,.. found her lying at the sofa.. she was so weak.. can't really even move herself up.. i was so heart ache for her man.. having high fever, have not take any medicine yet cos haven eaten anything since morning. fed her the panadol and sort of like cold compress her.. and stay over at her place to look after her.. initially wanted to bring her to hospital but she refuse.. i did not force her anyway.. ask her to rest herself while read my book that i brought over.. she keep asking me to go home.. and i told her that like shepherd like sheep.. she is so stubborn and so does her sheep.. hee.. told her not to worry as i will claim my private nurse pay from eugene.. hee.. stay at her place till eugene arrived.. that goes my day off.. but i am happy that at least she is ok.. pray that God's hand to be upon her.. Amen..

mission trip

Jac, Eugene, Robert, myself and MingHan( from Hope Melbourne).. We went to Ubon Ratchathani for a short term mission trip right after Thai church camp..guess what..the journey to Ubon is about five hours thirty minutes.. Pastor Sumet came and picked us up from the bus terminal to Hope Ubon church.. The first impression of Pastor Sumet was He is a very friendly and humble man. Pastor welcomed us with his wife cooking.. so nice of them.. hee.. after dinner, jac and I staying in a room while the brothers the other room..
The room was not in good condition in a way like.. spider webs all over, arrr... saw some insect lying somewhere in the room.. still ok la actually.. not much of problem lo hee.. guess what i noticed.. jac can be in deep sleep too.. but her deep sleep never last long.. why i say so cos she woke me up in the middle of the night to help her kills the bug.. haiii...

next day morning.. i've got no choice but to clean up the spider webs.. so that i will have a peaceful sleep.. hee..

Pastor Sumet bring us out for breakfast and told us the itinery for that day.. he is so cute.. scared that we don't understand him.. he then bring us to a sister's office to help him translate the itinery.. we went to another sister's house to share with her son.. that was great.. Pastor also bring us to a funeral.. At night, we had caregroup with the size of a unit.. bout 40 members.. Pastor Sumet wanted us to sing a special song for them.. and Robert and Minghan shared their testimony..

next day on 4th May, it was a fantastic experience.. we went to Chongmek(Laos border).. there is a church there a size of 20 members..The church over there was not in good good condition.. it was like only a shelter with no washroom amenities.. hee.. then we went to Hope Srisaket.. Over there we visited JS school and Thai American school.. which was run by house of mercy foundation.. so nice right.. they'll use the profit from the school to fund the orphanages in thai..when we were back to church, i had to prepare a testimony for sunday service.. as they need it on saturday..

on 5th may, Pastor Sumet brought us to Mek euwe's place.. over there we had a full body massage.. and guess what i met up with Aon which she is now my friend.. hee.. her sheep was fantastic.. she composed a birthday song for a brother in church.. really love that song.. i even recorded it in my handphone.. and i got Aon to translate the song as well.. very meaningful..
In the afternoon it was my turn to take charge of the evax.. It was raining heavily.. we prayed for the rain to stop within 5 minutes and it stop.. so powerful hor.. but when we reach the park.. it started raining heavily again.. but we manage to share to the people around us under the shelter.. initially eugene and translator approached a couple and share the bridge diagram, me and the rest singing praise songs.. and here goes jac and the other Thai translator.. they shared bout the good news as well to an old lady.. jac called me in as the old lady complaining that she felt numbness and pain while walking.. and i assess her knee condition.. and we prayed for her.. she says the sinners prayer before we prayed for her.. hee.. we all was so happy for her.. Later in the evening, our dinner was thai steamboat.. we feasting there man.. hee.. after that we went to the local mall .. when we reach the church, the worship team was having their practice.. and they invited me to jooin their practice as well .. i was having fun there teaching them the action of some of the praise songs..

It was sunday.. our last day in hope ubon.. we woke up earlier that day so that we can join their early prayer meet.. there are three services on sunday and we attended the 1st and 2nd service.. i had to share my testimony in first service.. as usual.. i got stage fright.. haha.. but i still manage to finish sharing the testimony i prepared earlier in.. hee.. Then jac and eugene shared theirs in 2nd service.. we prepared a gift (photo frame with our nice inside... hee...) to pastor Sumet.. After second service, we were assigned to different group to share bout our experience .. and i was assigned to the youth group.. i introduced myself to the group and we played 'blow win blow' and a birthday celebration with one of the brother there and we sang the song that was composed by peekay.. (the song i mention earlier on).. and we end the session by praying for them..Really miss them man..

THREE STEP FORWARD TWO STEPS BACK

Few months back went i was reading on this book by Charles R Swindoll which recommended by my spiritual mentor when I am facing bad times and feel like giving up hope in God recently… But one thing which has reminded me when I was reading this book was that ‘life is a task. A tough one. Sometimes absolutely unbearable.’ and the truth is that there are no easy, 1-2-3- solutions.. Trouble don’t disappear because we just ignore them. I would like to share to you guys regarding how it inspired me..
It really took me sometimes to wanting to act on it.. I knew all this before I read the book. But somehow, knowing it does not mean doing it and understand it…I believed that you will agree with it too.. And after reading it I felt more secure cause I know that God is with me .. As what have written in the book of
Isaiah 41:10( Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.)
Psalm 27:1 ( The Lord is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the defense of my life; Whom shall I dread?
I was also reminded bout God’s great goal for us is not that we be comfortable or satisfied, nor that we live out a ‘wonderful plan’ of constant smiling, being happy, facing no calamity, no evil and no difficulty. But by believing In Jesus Christ, we might step into a world of testing that we never knew before, because we will have become the object of Jesus Himself, and His character traits are to be formed in our life. And frankly we can’t have them formed without the fire and loss.. The path of obedience is often marked by times of suffering and loss
In Job23:1-14 says that
But He know the way I take;
When He has tried me, I shall come forth as gold
My foot has held fast to His path;
I have kept His way and not turned aside.
I have not departed from the command of His lips;
I have treasured the word of His mouth more than my necessary food.
But he is unique and who can turn Him?
And what His soul desires, that he does.
For He performs what is appointed for me,
And many such decrees are with Him
God uses an infinite number of vehicles in the process of helping us grow.. I’ve never met anyone who become instantly mature. It’s a painstaking process that God takes us through, and it includes such thing as waiting, failing, losing, and being misunderstood.. Each one calling for extra doses of perseverance… God provides things money cannot touch.. Security replaces insecurity.. We receive purpose and renewed direction we gain an understanding, compassionate heart- along with wisdom we never had before.

Thai camp

As I have promised.. we touch down to bangkok at 9 plus on 26th of May.. very tired as it was my sleeping day after doing three night shift in ICA.. did not have enough sleep actually plus the flight was not comfortable.. was suffering in the plane actually.. but what to do, no $$ ma.. so must take budget airline lo.. went straight to Rombo Mansion and check in.. Slept well that night.. The next morning woke up at about 7am for devotion, and join the rest for breakfast in a mall nearby.. guess what!! our food was only 10baht le.. so cheap right..

After breakfast some of them suggested to go to fashion mall to shop.. But our group went to meet Yolanda's brother for lunch.. it was a great experience as well. they are so hospitable.. after lunch we went to Platinum to shop.. hee.. got myself a shirt, a 3/4 pant, a cap, and a white dress.. but too bad..later when jac found out what i get for myself she started nagging at me.. nag and nag.. non stop.. hee.. then some of them went to the world trade just next to platinum.. but jac, eugene and myself continue to shop at platinum.. hee.. about 8 plus we had to go back to the hotel for a wash up as we r heading off to Khon Kean during the night.. we slept in the bus that night..

Reach Khon Kean at 7am in the morning.. continue sleeping till eleven then went out to hunt for food with Pastor Lawrence, Michael and the rest.. after lunch , we went to the stadium .. here we go.. starting of our camp.. Title: peace filled church.. we spend 4 days in the stadium.. to listen to God's word and the teaching of the pastors.. i remember that there is a prophesy saying something like why are we still single?? The answere was.. sometimes it is more effective to serve the Lord in singlehood as we are able to give up more for God.. Actually during that time i really thought of pledging another year of singlehood for God but spoken to my shepherd.. if God really inspire me of pledging another year i will go ahead... but somehow it did not convince me.. so i call of that thought.. hee..

Something That i really learned during the camp was that I can rest in God and let God handle the situation..i am worried of a lot of things before i went to church camp.. I am worried bout the finace at home, worried bout my work, my relationship with other, my sis, my studies and etc.. but one thing i learned during the camp was to let God be the centre of everything..he is in control.. a lot of time we have to evaluate ourself.. who is in the centre of
our heart?? what is more important?? God, $$, worldly thing.. etc?? check your heart frequently..

That's all for the church camp.. hee..

First time..

I have never blog before.. is a new experience anyway.. ever thought of blogging but somehow very lazy to start.. recently spoken to Daniel Long, told him regarding my experience in Thailand.He encourage me to either write in a journal or try blogging..but yet nothing was being done.. hee.. told ya, i am kind of lazy in all this things.. but today after chatting with Ming Han, viewed his blog as well.. and that inspire me a lot..hee..
Hmmm.. how shall i start, let me see.. , i just came back from Thai a week ago.Went there for Thai church camp and a short mission trip in Ubon Rachathani..We spend a day in Bangkok, 4 days in Khon Kean, and 5 days in Ubon.. all in all 10 days.. It was a wonderful experience over there.. meeting new friends, went visiting to other churches in Srisaket and Chongmek(Laos border), learn about teamwork,learn to spend money wisely(Hee.. hee..) and lots more.. haiya.. dunno what to write already.. hee.. think i have to share my experiences one by one intead.. cos really too many things to share.. hee.. hope that i am able to remember all of them by then.. don't feel like missing any experience when in Thai.. i shall stop here first k.. continue again..